Crap Sandwich: Delicious

It's Sunday night... the end of a wreck of a weekend. I have finally been able to release some thoughts I have been harnessing for months. You can imagine how tough that has been for all parties, and while it is the beginning of some very difficult roads, just saying the words has been such a relief.

I have to say one thing - just to put it down. I was sitting on our fire escape crying, praying, not able to catch a single thought as they fluttered about in my head as though they had chorea. I wondered what what what could possibly become of the mess I was drowning in. And then from above, the faint sounds of The Verve's Bittersweet Symphony peppered the sky.

I couldn't help but smiling. That song has carried me through several life-changing decisions, turbulent times, happy times, the lot. I am reminded of my strength. To hear it then, there.... well, I know this:

I will be fine, whatever comes of whatever is next. Life has thrown me some crazy curve balls, and I'm game.

Thanks for the tunes, whomever sent them. Good timing.

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